Humboldt mourns, grieves, remembers

Former members of the Humboldt Broncos gather around centre ice at the Elgar Petersen Arena in Humboldt on Sunday to pay tribute to those involved in a fatal bus crash two days prior that killed 16 of 29 people on board. -- Evan Radford/Daily Herald

Thousands attend vigil to honour Broncos SJHL team involved in fatal bus collision

Humboldt, Sask. — On Sunday night, as more than 2,000 people packed into Humboldt’s Elgar Petersen Arena, there was only dead silence and the slow yet steady audio of the public address system.

Current and former coaches, players, team members, billet families, parents and community members descended on the main arena of the central Saskatchewan city to pay tribute to the Humboldt Broncos; 48 hours prior, the Junior A hockey team was involved in a fatal collision with a semi-truck as the team bus made its way north towards Nipawin for a playoff game.

Of the 29 team members on board the bus, 15 were killed in the collision, while 14 were sent to hospital with injuries sustained in the crash.

Some of those killed included head coach Darcy Haugan, team captain Logan Schatz, recent call-up defenceman Adam Herold and play-by-play broadcaster Tyler Bieber.

Sunday evening, the city hosted a public vigil at the arena to honour the team.

Along with the 2,000-plus people in the main arena, thousands more gathered in overflow areas around screens broadcasting live video feeds at the attached curling rink, the building’s main lobby and schools in the city.

For Joe Bear, attending the vigil was important for him and his family “to show support that we were connected to the team, their coaches and everyone,” the teenager said.

He and his family made the 160-kilometre drive from the George Gordon First Nation northwest to Humboldt to pay their respects to the Broncos.

Bear said that when he played bantam-level hockey with the George Gordon Young Bucks, he played against Herold and the defenceman’s opposing teams.

From left, Melanie Pratt, Tania Brass and Gregory Blind Jr. hold candles outside of Humboldt’s Elgar Petersen Arena on April 8, 2018 to honour members of the Humboldt Broncos hockey team involved in a fatal team bus collision two days prior. — Evan Radford/Daily Herald

“I got connected to this team a bit; I looked up to the Broncos a bit. It kind of hurt me after what I heard happened on Highway 35,” where the collision occurred, he said.

“He was a really good kid in hockey. He loved the game; you can just tell he loved it with his heart,” Bear said of Herold.

The vigil lasted for about one hour.

It included prayers, hymns, a sermon from a minister and a rendition of Amazing Grace, sung by Araba Quaye.

Former Broncos head coach and general manager Dean Brockman also attended the vigil.

He was measured and patient in describing how he first heard about the bus collision.

“My immediate reaction was when you’re dealing with a nightmare of this magnitude, you’re thinking you hope it’s not as bad as what you think, and it was actually worse,” he said. “Your immediate reaction is, how can you help; what do you do? How can your presence be felt?”

He was with the team – either as an assistant coach or head coach – for 17 seasons, from the 1997-98 season until the end of the 2013-14 season.

Brockman also talked about the importance of Sunday’s vigil.

“I think it brings you back to all the times you sat on a bus or sat on the bus when maybe the weather wasn’t so good.

Community members attending a vigil to honour the Humboldt Broncos team members involved in a fatal bus collision two days prior watch a live video feed of the vigil from an overflow area of Humboldt’s Elgar Petersen Arena on April 8, 2018. — Evan Radford/Daily Herald

“There was a flood of emotions; and you were just hoping that something like today would happen, where people would come together and be one.

“And I think that really happened today for me.”

Along with the ceremonies of remembrance and grieving, the events on Sunday were also intended as the start of a healing process.

That process, Brockman said, is only just beginning. “Everyday is a new one, and hopefully it continues to heal.

“I think as I heard the vigil tonight, I heard a lot of words that we needed our faith to get through this; we need to move forward. No one’s going to understand the reasons why such a tragedy happened, but out of tragedies there’s also positive things, and things that in the weeks, months and years going forward I think there’s certainly going to be things that help – not only just the Humboldt Broncos but junior hockey as a whole.”

He underscored how Saskatchewan’s and Canada’s outpouring of support for the Broncos over the past 48 hours showed the connections many people have to junior hockey. “I think this tragedy made light of that.”

Those connections, he said, represent a starting point to move forward.

“I think that this community will be stronger than ever; there’s a lot of resilient people, there’s a lot of great people that will put this community back together again.”

One example of that process already starting is the work of former Swift Current Bronco Sheldon Kennedy, who was a fixture at the arena on Sunday.

A collection of candles light the pathway leading out of Humboldt’s Elgar Petersen Arena after a vigil was held at the arena on April 8, 2018 to honour the Humboldt Broncos hockey team involved in a fatal bus crash two days prior that killed 15 of 29 people on board. — Evan Radford/Daily Herald

He was one of the survivors of the Western Hockey League team’s 1986 bus crash; four of his teammates died in the crash.

Earlier on Sunday, he and three of his former Swift Current teammates visited with surviving Humboldt team members at Saskatoon’s Royal University Hospital.

“It’s been a day I don’t think I’ll ever forget,” he said.

Kennedy said that on Monday, the four them planned to meet with the emergency workers and first responders who attended the crash site.

“We know that trauma hits people at different times and it hits people differently … you need to be able to be honest about the way you feel. That’s what we know is important; it’s important that we don’t just sit with our feelings,” he explained.

“We need to be able to share them in a safe place, whatever that safe place may be. And we know that the length of time is a long time.

“It takes a long time to heal from these wounds.”